I’m sure you know already…My sweet MIchael has passed away. I’m very sad about this. I think Michael Jackson was a fantastic artist, I love his music most of all, but he was just a strange misunderstood person, he explains this in a lot of his music. I know people think he’s a “Chester”, but maybe he was, maybe he wasn’t…he did get tried, and was aquitted of all charges.
It comes down to the fact that people like to pick on him, he was an easy target. He was very eccentric, always behind a mask, had strange plastic surgery and, illnesses. Everything said about him was on a surface level only. No one in the public ever really got to know him truly, and now no one ever will now. I will continue to cherish him and his music. I’m sad because I think he had some great music in him still, and I would have loved to see him in concert.
Let just start by saying this has been one of the most interesting, and challenging years of my life…I have done a lot of shit, been in some crazy situations, and totally out of my mind. This year, going to work furlough was pretty tough. Not actually being there, cause it was pretty easy going when you keep to yourself, but there are a huge amount of crazies…I remember lookng at the planes in the sky and thinking I’m going to be on one of those. In the back of my mind feeling like that day is a million years away…now I’m on the plane and done. My debt is paid! I am on the plane! When you feel like it’s never going to end, it does…lfe is good!
Today is my last day in work furlough. I wish I had blogged more about my experiences here. It would be a great way a detouring myself from drinking and driving! Although it is crazy, weird, and sometimes incredibaly irritating, is is better than jail and overall not all that bad. I hate judging these people without knowing their stories and backgrounds, a lot of them are just ridiculosely stupid! It is very similar to high school. Some ate losers, some are lazy, some are plain dumb, like really dumb…altogether it has been a good experience, I will never drink and drive again! I am so happy that I will be able to go where I want when I want. It’s pretty shitty not having your freedom. This is my fair well to work furlough…so long.
Ps it can’t be all that bad…I am blogging from my bunk…
I feel very anxious and excited…The best way to describe how I feel today is with a clip from Funny Girl. I Got 4 days until I am a free man, and I have ants in my pants. I need to medicate!
I got an apartment today! It’s the cutesy little thing ever! It’s a studio In a killer spot and has a great view. It’s a year lease, so I’m in SD for another year. I absolutely love the place an can’t wait to sit back and drink champagne In my own apartment. Today is a special day I feel like I am starting all over, a fresh new beginning. I will officially get my new place the same day I am released from work furlough. God doesn’t shut a door without opening a window…And I definetely need a nice fresh breeze. Ironically, the day I feel a fresh new start beginning is the anniversary of the birth of my nemisis…I find it very appropriate. It’s time to burry the hatchet, and let go of the past. Life is great! The best way to describe how I feel is with a clip from “Hello Dolly”
here are some photos of my new place! Dolly will never go away again…
The christian, conservative, extremist have decided to subject a new, non related audience, to their agenda. It won’t be earth day any more, unless you have Christian extremist shoving de-gaying pamphlets, anti abortion fetus photos, or anti-Muslim terrorist propoganda in your face. I am very use to this type of thing at a planned parenthood, and even at a gay pride festival, but earth day?!?! Really?
The christian fundementalist are getting even crazier! What does abortion and chistianity have to do with earth day, the environment, and Eco friendly habits…Absolutely nothing!!! These christians are spiteful and vengeful people. They know this platform has no place for their issues, they just want to me rude ,and try to bring down something fun and good for other people whho are not narrow minded, and unhappy like themselves. I would like conclude with a message to these ignorant Christian extremist types, that I saw today.
If you don’t like equal rights, a womans rights or the eaths rights, get the fuck out of california, and go back to your tornado ridden, corn fed, evangelical states! We don’t need you,and more importantly we don’t want you in our beautiful sunshine state!!!
Today was temple day for me, but rather than going to temple, I decided to stroll over to Balboa Park, and celebrate Earth Day. It was a most spectacular event, and had a giant turn out! Walking in over the historical El Prado bridge was a great way to start, walking among the spanish style buildings and learning about ways to keep our earth clean and green was very nice. It is a blazing hot day, perfect for a festival. I just want to say thank you Mother Earth.
I’m living in a fucking passion pit! This very evening a I was exiting the tv room and startled a couple in the midst of fellacio…I didn’t actually see him penetrate her gaping loud mouth, but I know a blowjob cover up when I see it. I usually don’t see it from that perspective, as I am normally the one with a dick in my mouth. I don’t quite get it though? These people get to leave, we aren’t confined 24 hours a day! Can’t you get blown on the outside? By someone other than a prison chick? Unless of course it was a kinky voyeristic kind of thing, and it is just for the sexual resume, kind of thing… The chick getting her mouth pumped is super duper loud and ditsy, sweet girl, okay looking when she wants to be, but dumb as a bag of nickels and loud as fuck. I guess the next time she is walking around blabbering and looking for her gay bff “jerry”, all we will need to do to shut her up is stick a dick in her mouth…it’s the only time I have seen her quiet. I wish I had a dick to suck…I can’t knock her too bad I’d blow the guy too, even though he is a complete loser. What can I say I like white trash…
I love white trash! I don’t know if there is anyone else out there, but I really get a hard on for white trash, it’s my fetish… A new guy came in to furlough recently, white , tall, skinnt, scar on his face, works construction,and if all this wasn’t enough. He had on a fucking dale ernhart Jr shirt! The only way I can describe what I felt, is with an altered quote from jerry mcguire, “you had me at the dale ernhart Jr shirt”. The only thing that could make this man more attractive to me would be a handle bar mustache…all that being said, I know I’m sick and need help…I think Ive watched deliverence to many times.
Check this out! I’m on my way to temple and this guy who is in furlogh is just ahead of me on the street. First I’ll tell you a llittle about this guy, he’s here ok the federal side, and he’s really dorky! He either is a pedo or he embezzeled, not your run of the mill criminal. Anyway, I walking behind him and he is in front of an old motor home parked on street. He stops and takes his gum and jams it in the key hole! What a passive aggressive little menace. I think it is completely hillsrious, but horribly fucked up! Who ever parked this motor home here is obviously living in it… Haven’t they suffered enough???
